Today I'm Told

mike crill Guest Apr 09, 2008 10:39 PM

TODAY, I'm told,I have asbestosis in both my lungs and that I am being sent home to die because there is no cure and asbestosis is my guarantee to death. TODAY, I'm scared to what has become of me.I no longer can run nor walk very far,life's getting harder everyday. TODAY, I'm saddened by those who love me as they try to hide the truth and their pain knowing I shall soon die and they will witness my every moments until I die TODAY, I feel so lost because my life depends on a tube that pumps oxygen into my lungs to keep me alive,knowing beyond the end of that hose lies the end of my life. TODAY, I'm mad because I can't feed myself and some one has to bath me,dress me and change my soiled pants.It's times like this I wish I were dead. TODAY,I'm in the hospital,I've become too much for my family to endure and I'm crying inside because I know when I leave here,I'll be in heaven. TODAY, is the worst.No feelings in my hands and feet and non- stop morphine is all that's left to ease my pain. TODAY, I tried my hardest for my last breathe,for my last look of the faces that I've loved so much and to feel the last touch of a hand in mine as the last words I heard and the last words I spoke,I Love You. TODAY,I'm in heaven,no pain for ever more.It's reallybeautiful here and I shall await for you all to join me in eternal life and love.God Bless and Amen. This is in memory of our beloved father,friend and human being who left us to be in peace. Donald M Kaeding 10-16-1922 to 1-30-2002

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